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Sunday, March 13, 2011
12.03.2011  wheeeeeew~! it's time for missy jasmine lee talking to herself !:) haha..how's everyone today? school holidays had just started if i were still a student, i'm sure i'll be in an extremely-excited-mood~! HAHA but the fact is i'm no longer the lil girl who used to piggyback a red colour bag with three to four books on the hand >.< the girl who used to hate school life. yea, i did hate my friends and my life in school before hate those teachers that kept picking on me, hate loads of homework hate exams..so on and so forth lalaalaalaa...so much trouble that i'd naively did once nonetheless, i'm now trying to make things better or another way to say, i'm learning and fixing my mistakes no matter where & when cause i realised i'm already 18 its time to act like a grown up :) but there's a question that i really need someone to give me the best answer why do i couldn't even communicate well with my one and only MOM?! haihh..i've tried so hard you know? :( YOU make me feel like whatever things i'm trying to do are just pieces of shit in your eyes. DAMN.maybe i hurt u like hell but in fact u hurt me more than that the way u speak to me when i'm suffering in this fcukin' bad cough i'm a daughter. not a dog u can't force me to be what u want me to be and thats the point i'm arguing with u everytime again,i'm a HUMAN. not an ANIMAL. well, i dont know why i'm blogging about this out of a sudden at first i thought i'm going to share my stories at work today i thought i'm going to write about my eagerness about the coming bangkok trip i thought i'm going to tell the world how tired i am to have worked till 12am for the very first time in my life but i didnt all i've written is about her the one who i should love the most sad to say i'm too stressed whenever i step in this home i'm hurt and i find no one to talk to i love her but i dont know how to show all i know is that I'M TIRED. 3:01 AM
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