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Friday, September 4, 2009
   i was BROKE TT... i feel alone.. why ?? why i was there for u whenever u need me for what reason i was always by ur side ?? but where are u ??! where are u when i was down ??!!! ... i miss u... TT... DAMN MISS... =( is it that i'm worthless in ur eyes ?? is it that she's the best ?? or she's whom u wish to be with ?? ... TT... i'm not her .............. and AGAIN I'M NOT HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... i can't act like she does . i can't have the attractive look lik hers . and i too can't afford to lose u as what she did . yeah. she's PERFECT =) i'm NOT ! i admit =) JASMINE = LOSER i'd used to be a loser... i'd failed to be a good daughter . i'd failed to be a well student . i'd failed to be a nice friend . AND .. i'd failed to be HER =( I WAS TOTALLY A FAILURE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate to be myself ... hope ends____________________________________TT my hopes GONE... i'm not as strong as what u think i'm almost crack up ...TT I WAS HURT . : Do u care if i go ? : i won't think of u anymore at that time .there's no point to think .u'd chose to leave .and that's ur choice .i won't force u . : U won't don't bear if i go ?? : u better don't think that i will urge u to come back .i won't. yes, i won't . : ... : why ?dun scared . if u stay with me forever, u scared this to happen for what ? impossible.. i reali donnoe what to reply TT did u saw my tears almost drop ? u never notice it .. i knew .. haihhh ... people, treat it as one of the dialog in a certain drama yes, he's acting i CHEAT myself =) maybe it's the only way to cure myself =) .... TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT pls don't treat me like this TT I need u ... tell me if i'm unnecessary to u i hope that this might end my suffering TT I'M TIRED OF WAITING AND FORGIVING TT.. who is going to be with me at this pathetic moment ??!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED A PAIR OF EARS AND A BIG BIG LOVING CARESS!!! TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i just wanna cry ....... i have no friends... no one cares for me I FEEL LIKE I'M TRANSPARENT TT U'RE NOT MINE.. u're not mine... u're not mine ... i wish i can sleep and be in my dreams forever... I DON'T WISH TO WAKE UP !!! TT... 10:34 PM
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